I never doubted my decision to pursue this field of MH as much as I did yesterday evening…

I need a vacation.

There is a distinct possibility that I might become the new owner of a co-worker’s friend’s cat, called “Bonnie.” =)

Lately, I’ve been surrounding myself with such awesome literature. I forgot how much I loved reading.

Also, was I the only one who didn’t know they were working on a “Silent Hill” movie?!? I will be the first one in line, holding my pipe!!!

It’s so friggin’ beautiful outside. I’m stuck in the staff office alone now, with only the open window to comfort me. The street sounds mix with 107.0FM and I smile with the thought of next summer (2006). Boston summers have always been incredible, with I’d have to say the last summer being the best out of all of them =). I’m eager to either experience something completely new or something completely underappreciated now.

So what’s up for the weekend: OT, “Underworld: Evolutions”, apps, and maybe some photo stuff. I’m gonna see if I can make it to the Franklin Zoo for the 1st time EVAH!

BTW, I completely forgot how awesome Cheez-its are. OMG.

I FINALLY finished this lil’ project this evening. I purchased these lemon-lime beads from this Eastern Coral Co. Since 1985 company at Columbia Mall back home. The tag-line on their business cahds reads “All Bead NO CRAP”. How charming =)…

Every bracelet or necklace I bead has to have something unique to the wearer. I prefer not beading pieces according to trends. As you can see on the clasp of this bracelet, there is a green glass leaf…

In other completely random news, use Enfusium. My hair has been somewhat dry after highlighting it, but Enfusium has once again, saved the day. Is there nothing this snake oil can’t do?!

Etc. is going on. Uh yeah.

Another fascinating update written on a Saturday night spent indoors and not outside somewhere galavanting off till tomorrow’s morn’. I had to stay late at work this evening because of some oblivious bloke who has always had a grade-A with me.

I’ve got work on the brain. How sad. Anyways, due to more outside reading and such, things are going much better with that BPD lady. Let’s see what happens. I have yet to tell her that I think I’m leaving at the end of April 2006. That’s right kiddies……

Anyways, I tried to get into that Imogen Heap concert at the Paradise Rock Lounge last Friday, but alas it was sold out. I’ll try again soon.

It seems these days, I’m playing the waiting game.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whuuat am I doin?!

01 down, (* to go…

=)

1st off, I like the luv (8 e-props) only after writing a one-sentence entry about how much I like Silk chocolate soymilk. =)

2nd off, there has been a bit on the noggin these days. work has been interesting; I have been quite busy doing outside reading concerning a certain resident of mine. Been learning quite a lot of clinical stuff while at the same time, experiencing a lot of the first-hand frustration. When it starts to get too much, the thought of the end of next April comes to mind.

I guess that’s what’s been on my mind the most. I could name a few people who are against the idea of my returning home (MD/DC). Thoughts of the past and the reclusive nature I embraced there, concerns me now. It’s no secret that while at home, I am Houdini. Houdini wasn’t a time-traveler though; I think about the reasons why I chose to stay in Boston during my summers after sophomore year at Brandeis U. I instinctively call this place “home” sometimes, and after family get-togethers while in MD, people look at me and refer to me as a “Bostonian” and mention how I’ve “made it.” I smile and thank them, but in the back of my mind, I know I haven’t. I continually want more and more and more…

I demand a lot from myself and lately, I’ve had to come to terms with the fact that I sub-consciously demand a lot from others. And I never outrightly say what I want. Can anyone say “new year’s resolution?”

And another thing is, maybe it’s time that I start to live less with the fear of consequences?

After April 2006, I really do hope to leave Boston. I yearn for something different. Yeah yeah, I know MD/DC is not different. I grew up in the Metro area, but I think it’s time I either go back home or move to another city. All I know is that wherever I go, I’ll be able to live on my own and be able to do well. I’ve learned all the skills I need here.

BTW, if you’re reading this 35 Waverly, you best stop calling me that!!!

Yummy, Silk soymilk is dang good.

Awake now; I have a grande coffee from Stahbucks to thank for that. I slacked this evening so far and watched a few episodes of “6′ Under”. Such a great show. Its thoughts on death & life…such phenomenal writing.

We all need to live today like tomorrow’s not promised. Just think about that.

With that said…last night. Fun stuff… =) Where will you be in NYE 2007, hmmm?