Hopefully mine won’t get that scratched…heh. =) And what is up with the battery being soldered on?!?
http://arstechnica.com/reviews/hardware/nano.ars/4
NYC in………………12 DAYS!
Hopefully mine won’t get that scratched…heh. =) And what is up with the battery being soldered on?!?
http://arstechnica.com/reviews/hardware/nano.ars/4
NYC in………………12 DAYS!
omg. been getting 07 hours of sleep a night for the past two nights, and still i am tired. must be ’cause i haven’t been to a real gym in more than a week *smirk*.
well i purchased a 1 gig ipod nano just now and everything else i needed to use it. nice student discount too. too bad i don’t have correct grammatical skills yo to reflect that i am/was a student. hah!
these days it’s more about preparation for after april 2006. amazing how these days it’s less about the present, and more about the gift. =)
it sure will be nice sleeping in this weekend…
Sometimes there’s just so much beauty in simple, teeny requests made by my residents. They remind me of the important things and keep me so grounded.
Well, it’s snowing here now in 02135. Quiet here at work. I like quiet. This past week has been all about quiet. Pretty much walking around with no iPod or CD player. Staying over with my ‘rents near MGH this past week at their hotel room, has reminded me of many things.
Patterns. I have broken away from my set pattern here in Cambridge, to only try to align myself with my parents’. The handful of issues which saturated me before I left MD in Feb. 2004, now meet with my edges here. I am reminded of the comfort of being with people who truly, unconditionally love me. Unconditional love is a beautifully rare; yet in that state, there are so many +’s & -’s.
I can’t really get into that now, for I am at work and I shouldn’t even be goofing off now. After reading past entries, I realized that for some reason, I cycle through these patterns. Not good. Accepting the present truth is the 1st step to realizing change.
Would my return to MD mean my return to a Jennie that was just going through the motions, waiting a reason to leave? If I return, it might not be for very long at all. School or a job at NIH would be the only reason why I would stay for longer than a year…
One thing’s for sure, I am truly getting tired of this cold weather.
So I’m back to the land of Xangalandia, for only so a brief moment. The ‘rents are in town and have decided to stay for this weekend. What’s up with having so many parties scheduled for this weekend, eh?
Anyways, decided to hop on the bandwagon:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=LuchaPilar09
Uh, yeah.
This cup o’ tea is fahWEAKIN’ tired. I suppose you could blame it on the lack of a warm nice shower this morning because we didn’t have hot water. Called the folks at NStar and Keyspan (to cover all bases) at 5:30AM and sounded like a fool. Hopefully landlady will be able to diagnose by night’s end.
I sounded more like a fool yesterday though, when the head of the Psych Nursing Student Admissions at UNC called me because my name kept on reappearing on their paperwork somewhere. I sounded sooo like a fool (I normally do when I get nervous) and let’s just say, I admitted to kissing up on the phone to her. I guess, you could say I made an impression. She laughed this really big laugh as I nervously laughed back and said to keep in touch with her because she was also involved in Psych research. Knowing that made my day oddly. I hope to end up at NIH one day in their Psych Nursing department…
But right now, I wait tiredly. I am used to this…
Job interviews received too back from DC. I dunno what to do. NYC mid-March. MIA this upcoming week. Please NE weather, be kind, especially to my hair (which will be blow-dried straight tonight).
And in the most random of endings, I like oatmeal in my yogurt. Especially raspberry yogurt…you rock my world!!!
Tidbits
* Licensing went well. =)
* GMail. Anyone frightened about how “bigbrother-ish” it’s getting?
* Trainer at local gym looks like Hugh Jackman…
* Sore.
* Waiting/Deciding
* ‘Rents coming in 08 days. Should I do countdown Tums?!
* New housemate. Nice bloke. =)
* Must take more pictures next weekend. Must do laundry & clean too. Hah!
* NYC next month..
About two years ago, I moved here to Brighton, after accepting a job
interview, with an intention to pursue pre-requisite courses.
Have things changed? Oh yes, they have. Yet, while those
things may have changed…have I?
And with that million dollar question, its answer is, drum roll please,
“Yes.” Countless countdowns to days that have come and
gone. Fleeting “threats” to do certain things at the spur of a
moment. Promises make up certain parts of people. Words and
actions; they most definitely do.
I’ve learned more than I could have ever imagined while working with
schizophrenics and borderlines. Each day is both a challenge and
a lecture/lab unto itself. I already gave them my 03 month
notice. Classes will lead to more classes; that’s all I know
about that one.
My first real apartment has been a wonderful interesting frustrating
experience. You learn about how important it is to have your own
door to close and how vital it is to create/maintain an environment you
can grow in.
Friends and more. Sometimes what is most important is out of
focus; the background clear but the present so fuzzy. Montreal
breakfasts and trips to NYC/NJ. Emails to TMs. These things
de-fuzz the frustrations which wrap us in the present of today.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that, I have changed and change these days, feels sooo right.
Now Brooklyn or MD?

Hanging out with Jeffrey this past Sunday, turned it from a “Sun”day to a “Fun”day. I miss those Brooklyn boys… =) Will likely make a trip to the Big Newton in early or late March (prob early). I know I owe a trip to Jason too soon.
Busy here. Licensing. Writing. Waiting. Renting. It’s like a staccato beat. Oh yeah, I totally forgot to buy some sheet music today. Crikey. HR duties.
I like it when I get busy.
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