NIH is too big.

Another thing, why do babies always smile at me and want to give me their two cents?!

PICTURES DAMMIT!

imagine me, vigorously kicking myself in the ass.  “Why?” you may ask, and if I were to see you doing the same, I would ask “Doesn’t that hurt?”  I continue to defy all physical limits and continue to soccer-kick my  own ass because I am not fluent in Spanish. 

Dumb me.  1/2 Spanish and not even fluent in my own mother-tongue.

I should have taken Spanish in high school.  Instead I opted to take Latin, because I thought it would bring me a bit closer to the guy I had a crush on then…he opted to take another language (the “language of love” [how ironic]).  Anyways, I could have taken it in college, but I chose to take Chinese.  I don’t regret that, especially because it brought me to Spam and 01 and 03.  So now where do I stand?  I will have to take Spanish soon.  Perhaps when I get to NYC or perhaps, just a wee bit sooner.

Anyways, these days I am learning the great benefits of not having faith or getting my hopes up on anything.  The fall is that much greater…

To end on a lighter note:  go try Blow Pop Minis.  They’re pretty tasty.  Almost tasty enough to help you forget that you don’t know how to ask, “What is your genetic background?” in Spanish. 

Tights are back in?!  Lemme pull out my green ones then!!!

It’s almost Wednesday now and KT’s playing in the back. Music these days, seems a bit pointless. I’ve been listening waaay too much to Talk630 AM (to counter-attack right minded ‘rents), and music just seems a bit, “eehhh, how do you say, ehhh shahhhlloW?” (said in Mango’s best impersonation of Antonio Banderas).

One picture up. Life is in and out of focus these days. And this light fixture is not immune to it either.

So, Spam “tagged” me. =)

000001. I like it when boys drive fast. I don’t have my driver’s license yet. Working on getting it by this year’s end.

00002. For summer vacation fun, my father would give us multiplication problems to solve. I’ve never been to summer camp.

0003. Used to take piano lessons. Regret not continuing on with them. Picking up the guitar now. I sing like Tracy Bonham (sp?); at least, I hope the rubber duckie ain’t lying to me.

004. I was the Virgin Mary in my elementary school’s Christmas play. Some things never change. Hehe…

05. I have a bag and hat fetish.

6. I cut my hair for a boy once. What a big mistake that one was. Hahaha…

Well since I like all my friends but him“>him, let’s see if this prompts him to do an actual entry. =)

So I hear that TM01 is actually back in the states now. =) Welcome back girl.

Anyways, on with the next step…

I guess it’s gonna have to wait till NYC.

I guess I’ll be able to show it off too since I’m feelin’ a bit more comfortable with myself these days…hehehe. =)

BTW I know I’ve been promising pics. They’re comin’ soon…

Currently completely uninspired to write, compose, or shoot these days.

This sucks. Perhaps right along with this roll I’m losing, is also going my will to create. So odd.

Anyways, these days I’m learning how to do financial investing. It’s ALL about the bills baby.

On summer hiatus…

Thunder, lightening, and torrential rains have blanketed my current home for a couple of weeks. Add to that the 5th season of “Six Feet Under” and, well…you get the picture. Anyways, I’ve been doing such an incredible amount of reading.

Nietzsche has always been my favorite philosopher, partly due to the eternal state of confusion which surrounded both himself and his beliefs. I am NOT reading Strathern’s book featured above; I just found the proposed attempt incapable, yet admirable.

So i’ve decided NYC early next year 2007. School and work till 60. After 60, a baker/chef at my own restaurant. Throw in there, a marriage and two kids. All vague at this moment, but it’ll happen.

Gosh, I need to post pics.

I’m still alive.

Cut my hair. People here like it a lot. Was 1″ short of being able to donate to Locks of Love. Shoot man.

Missing Tum’s housewarming. I’m sure everyone will love the party favors everyone will be taking home……….ghosts.

2nd week of driving school next week. After that I’m thinking of finally taking some EMT courses before I head off to NYC. I think I’ve made my decision. As to when I head over there, it will probably be sometime at the end of this year.

Graduations and weddings. Fascinating stuff man.

Last night I dreamt I had a physical done. Because of my lack of medical insurance coverage, it resulted in a hefty bill of $150,00.00. Odd dreams lately. I wake up feeling like I’ve been run over by a Mack truck.

Lately, I’ve just been clearing out the junk around my house. Donating the things I don’t need to those that might need them, and basically prepping for this summer. Fort Washington has oddly been quite nippy lately (60′s-70′s), but I like it because I have a feeling it won’t last long. Summers here can be dreadful (humidity).

My parents are making their move to NM more of a reality with every passing day; I do hope my presence here has been somewhat of a motivator. They mentioned that they want to keep the house. With my brother desiring to move down to NM, I am playing around with the idea of staying around here, and basically being a pseudo-homeowner. The thought though, of actually living in this big house alone, is a daunting one. I don’t know if I could do what *ahem* but what Tyngers does/did(?) in Jersey. While I am a loner, I am ok with being a loner within a smaller environment that is easier to manipulate.

And…NYC…

I am mentioning the city more and more to people around here and for some reason I found myself today saying to myself “I will be living in NYC in under a year.” It just feels right.

BTW, I miss you guys!