January 9, 2007
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Composure
It’s too late…
I have two laptops open in front of me. One with Matlab running and the other…well, the other is just running. The coffee cup is to my right and my betta fish swims to my left. I have analysis to do and so much reading, it’s incredible my brain hasn’t exploded after reaching its learning threshold. Motor learning and TMS is taking its toll. At least at Children’s Hospital, it’ll be more hands-on experience than NIH. How come I can’t convey what I need to say or know when it matters? I keep on thinking if this is worth it all. If I have what it takes. I’ve messed up so much, for the sake of it……This stuff better get my arse into Columbia’s N*YSPI, ’cause I can’t see myself living here for much longer.
There is too much to remember and too little to forget…
Comments (2)
wanna come up for my b-day?
LOL. ok. We all thought you were goin to come up! S’all good. Maybe we can make it down to NYC / DC sometime.